Posted by mellymel_d on September 20, 2005, at 21:54:09
In reply to Re: MADDY I THINK WE'RE RELATED ;-), posted by maddy4 on September 20, 2005, at 21:42:37
See I'm losing it- My email address is mellymeld01@aol.com ;-) Email me anytime (((hugs)))
> > > hey - you just responded to my freaking out post - what drug made you gain weight? i am sorry you are going though this. i recently gained 8 lbs on NO drug - b.c of hormones which is making me MAJORLY depressed and also due to mother of all panic attacks fri have been sneaking cigarettes every night since - hate myself for that too. i did have an easy time quiting w. the patch - not easy but not as hard as you make it out to be in your head. but who the hell am i to talk smoking again now. im an idiot for starting. also so effed that my thiking is would rather smoke than get fat. how nice and irrational is that???? and i think the lex is making me want to smoke??? ((((hugs))))
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> > Control freak here too. It was very hard to convince myself to get on pills...I didn't have all these issues until after I had my daughter. Having my son was fine but she really threw me off (girls, go figure) I was fine on the lex, however it made me gain a lot of weight.
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> > Now I'm just trying to be patient and not freak out or start crying. I would love to talk to you anytime. You can email me at mellymel_d@aol.com.
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> > Nice to meet you stranger friend!
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> oh sh*t - i truly will die if i gain weight on the lex - i dont have an ED - just obsessed w/ body and weight - if you couldnt tell! lol! i am reading so much sh*t abt ssri's and lex and weight gain - i'd be better off thin and in a padded room! j/k. yes- since having kids it's all worse for me. did have very random panic stuff pre-kids but after being preg and BFing for 5 years straight (3 kids in 4 years)- has done a number on me. my hormones are WHACKED. this is day two of lex. i might stop tom. i really dont know WHAT the hell i will do. i cannot have the panic attack thing happen anymore - i have been really battling low grade panic - mailny fear of a P.A. so - whatever - guesss i will go on drugs and become a desperate housewife! it SUCKS. (((hugs sister!)))i am dying for a cig right now. but will try to not. if i gain lb. ONE deal is off - no drugs and bring on the cigs. im kidding - i think! ;) HANG IN THERE!!! :)
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