Posted by 4wd on October 7, 2005, at 20:35:05
In reply to Re: Why can't it leave me alone? » 4wd, posted by Maxime on October 7, 2005, at 14:48:32
> I have about 2 hours in the day where I go on the computer or watch TV. The rest of the time I am in bed crying and crying or just laying there looking at the wall. Some days I can't cry ... I just look at the wall. Some days I can't get up for 2 hours ... maybe only 30 minutes. I don't sleep when I am in bed ... I just lay there ... not caring anymore. So what is that?
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> Maxime
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Does it hurt? Emotionally, I mean. Or is it that dead feeling where you can't feel anything, any emotion and just feel dead inside. I guess it must hurt or you wouldn't be crying so much. I don't know what I'm trying to say. It's just I've recently been (still going through) a time where I am in so much pain that I'd do anything to make it stop. Emotional pain. Black depression. Writhing in the floor pain. I was wondering if yours was like that.Sending hopeful thoughts for the future.
Marsha
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> > > I can't take this depression any more. I haven't showered or changed my clothes in 4 days. I've never done this before.
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> > > I just don't care about anything anymore. I don't even care about having a job because I don't think I can work right now.
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> > > I just want to be semi-normal to know what it feeld like.
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> > > Maxime
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> > Maxime,
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> > What do you do all day? Are you able to get up and watch TV or anything at all? Are you crying all the time? I mean is this severe dysthymia or is it the clinical deep dark pit where the pain is unbearable?
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> > Marsha
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