Posted by iforgotmypassword on October 18, 2005, at 12:23:54
In reply to Re: every possible sensible test i can get » iforgotmypassword, posted by TamaraJ on October 17, 2005, at 18:03:39
sure thank you, any idea of what might be helpful in ottawa would be really wonderful. i was in an inpatient programme at the ROH not too long ago, and my doctor was implying that he was considering letting me try ECT, but then backed out of that idea saying that there would be no more time left in my stay to do it since we tried two medications. i think it had more to do with them not thinking that it would be necessary, and thinking that i choose to live this way. it took asking my dad and my social worker who talked with him to find out that the primary diagnosis was cluster B personality disorder. ugh. fine, i'm an *sshole, but i am never able to do *anything* have ambition or appreciate anything in life, and i am not like this because i want to be like this. can a personality disorder really be resposible for all of that?
if you know anyone in ottawa who is willing to try ECT openly for strange cases, when nothing else on the planet has helped? (except possibly a tca + maoi to a *limited* extent) am i really overvaluing myself by assuming that if my life has been completely destroyed we should be trying anything that could possibly work?
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