Posted by TrishP on October 27, 2005, at 11:31:28
I stop taking all meds - for a total of 3 whole days. My bladder felt great - no more urgency, pain, frequency, etc.
But, then yesterday, I lost it. I guess its being off the Effexor. I feel like I am losing my mind.
Since I couldn't stop crying, I gulped down a klonopin and a trazodone. Slept great (the Traz makes my eyes swell up), but looked like crap this morning.
I also took some Well and Eff this morning. I feel like I will always have to take tons of drugs for the rest of my life. I feel crazy.
I feel like I can't control myself or the insanity I feel.
I know a lot of it is the Effexor withdrawl I was feeling.
Sometimes I hate my life. I feel so helpless to this disease and all the meds.
I wish I could just take a mood stabilizer that would control my crazy fits and an antidepressant.
I hate it.
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