Posted by iforgotmypassword on November 5, 2005, at 1:06:27
i need to do something now. i cannot function at all. this life is not an option. f*ck everyone who says it is, and that it is just because I CHOOSE TO LIVE THIS WAY. fine, i am a complete *sshole and toxic human being, i have every single personal disorder imaginable, but NO F*CKING PERSONALITY DISORDER could cause me to live in this cesspoll make every thought and action blasted by the interruption of a brick wall all every turn. no F*CKING PERSONALITY DISORDER can make me feel like i have currents of electricity running underneath my skin, force me to let my face climb into ridiculous grimices, twitch, paralyse me!!! make every single task impossible to do without extreme exhaustion!! i cannot do anything. i need someone to take this seriously. i cannot live this way. i need someone professional to acknowlege and explain that THERE IS A PROBLEM, IT NEEDS TO BE TREATED AND I CANNOT LIVE THIS WAY!! THIS IS NOT AN OPTION!!! CAN THE SPECT SCANS AT THE AMEN CLINICS AT LEAST POINT TO THAT THERE IS A PROBLEM AND IF THERE ISNT A SOLUTION THAT THEY HAVE, IT WILL BE FORCE EVERYONE TO ACKNOWLEGE THAT I NEED TO FIND A SOLUTION AND TREATMENT OTHER THAN BLAMING MY DISGUSTING, LAZY, PERSONALITY DISORDERED SELF FOR REFUSING TO CO-OPERATE AND TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR WHAT IS CLEARLY COMPLETELY MY OWN FAULT?!?!?!
poster:iforgotmypassword
thread:575566
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/20051031/msgs/575566.html