Posted by willyee on January 15, 2006, at 18:09:20
I due to my own stupidty and fear was using ritalin semi recently in ways i should not have,and prob should not have had it period with parnate.But im fighting for my life,and i guess i lost this one big time.
Anyway after four days straight no sleep,with every sedative simply making me higher,i became maniac,deliusonal,couldent sit down,looked very scary in my eyes,rather than torture my family since i personaly wasnt scared and knew id simply chrash soon i instead went to the ER.
What happened there........well i was iv ed huge doses of ativan and knocked out.When i awaaoke i felt like i always do after a bad episode,thining i was heading out to my parents outside i WAS WRONG,DEAD WRONG.
Two police men were waiting for me to wake to take me to the ward.I freaked the f- out.Nevertheless i went and of course the next day apeared in court? and was let out.
But this is what i dont understand,my mom thinks i should be in there cause like prob a lot of people unfamiliar they hear HOSPITAL......
IT IS NOT A HOSPITAL,there are no medical equipment what so ever there,there is not a single md or white coat there,what is there are tons of very young counslers who in my case seemed very cocky and rude,there is a lot of patients there zombied out,and there is a lot of treatment to u that is less then nice.
Luckly i was fine cause i had my medication fine enough tomake sure the young staff wasnt gonna push me around,when they have someone not doped up enough to argue logicaly with them they stutter.
I prob had words with half of them,upon yelling at me when i asked questions being how i was never told policys such as smoke break times etc.
Anyway a regualr p doc comes in for 5 min and thats it,thats the most u get,then like the wonderful person who mentioned u are then left to rot all day.I have specifics to this story that i think people would get a kick out of but ill keep it simple,i dont see this place as a HOSPITAL.
The only people i see who should be in here are people who are in a real threat of hurting themselves,and even then they should be treated,not left to rot.
Ugh ill say this,im not scared of much,my parents are amzed at this,i had my appendex out and joked with everyone,ill takes shots,whatever ill go to ER in a flash,but i am truly petrafied of that place,they did not want me to leave and i felt i was fighting for my life to get out.
poster:willyee
thread:599369
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