Posted by becksA on January 30, 2006, at 8:21:08
*Bear with the long post!) I need the advice!
DX:
-Mild Cyclothemia (tentative) - (more down than up) (maybe because of the depakote??
-Extreme(!) ADHD
-Severe Social Anxiety DisorderMeds:
-Depakote 1250 mg daily
-Klonopin 4.5 mg daily (going to ask to increase)
-Adderall 10 - 20 mg as needed for homework (and ONLY for homework - skyrockets my anxiety)First off, I have always been extremely tolerant to almost every medication. Coming off highly addictive meds cold turkey is almost no problem, and most meds barely (if anything) affect me in the first place.
I'm not really even sure the Depakote is doing me any good. What should it be helping? We basically started it because I was making some bad decisions like a DUI, which was I think caused indirectly by the anxiety (alcoholic self medication). We also thought it may help my ADD, so I may not have to take as many stimulants. I've been on a high dose (especially for a mild cyclothemic, if that!, for about 4 months now), and have noticed a very slight change if anything. The biggest thing I notice is possibly more depression but I'm nott sure.
Bottom line, if I'm so unsure that it's doing anything, at 1250 mg daily doesnt that say something that it may not be for me? I originally started tackling the whole BPII/cyclothemia area with a previous doc after a few benzos really did not do the job of helping my anxiety, so we tried lamictal which did nothing at all. However the klonopin has helped me a lot, I just believe I need more, and maybe even more to counteract the stimulants I need to study.
Am I on the right track? Is Depakote right for me? Pdoc this afternoon, any ideas going in?
Thanks guys for reading.
poster:becksA
thread:604430
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