Posted by willyee on March 11, 2006, at 14:00:52
In reply to Re: Weird werid......, posted by tessellated on March 11, 2006, at 8:26:59
Yess im not too thrilled im on a benzo,but aside from the depakote which im still kinda evaluting daily,my anxiety needs to be treated to a degree its just not an option to let it run rampid.
I have my nights where i sit and think of the road im on,i cant imagine where im gonna be in a few years being on the meds i am,the addiction,i try not to think to much cause im still not stable enough,when i am i will beggin to see how to take a fork turn in the road,start looking into detox options.
Im not a self loather,and self pity is such a horrid feeling,but i have my nights where i feel sorry for myself.
Even in a best case scenerio and im doing well by my 30 th bday,im cursed with forever looking upon my entire decade of twenties as a period of fighting for my life.
Im sure everyone has there little niche.
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