Posted by willyee on May 16, 2006, at 6:22:35
In reply to Re: I wish » willyee, posted by curtm on May 15, 2006, at 23:42:42
You aint lying,its a total shock that i have to resort to the net to find people in my same boat.No offense to anyone but i would love to meet someone local who went through the same ordeal.
Ive checked out a group or two in my time but it was not what i was looking for,i was the youngest person there,and when i say that i mean by at least half my age.
I halted dating cause i know either i need to improve,OR find someone as messed as me,there is no way i can expect a female to understand/excpet the way i am,ive had tons swear they could at the start,and they hate me now cause they took things personal.
Also to the other respones in the thread,i am on parnate,thats the problem,i was expecting emsam to be an option since parnate is doing nodda for me now,overall i dont believe i want to go on emsam even if i had the chance,which i dont at the moment,and nardil doesent work for me,hence my dilema,where to go from here?
I survie now on a hybrid of substances,xyrem being one of them,but im on a thin thread,i snapped hard at a i guess ex friend yesterday,i dont feel bad i confronted him as i feel he was wrong,but thinking now on how i did i sounded like a mad man,and felt like it too.
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