Posted by mike lynch on June 20, 2006, at 16:52:02
Adderall seems to be such a horrid drug for me, this is unfortunate in that, while I am on it I seem to get the beneficial effects. Though, as for long as it benefits me, for the same amount of time it always turns on me in a brutal,sadistic way. I'll be on it and everything will be awesome, but then as withdrawal kicks in, I can not be bothered to do anything, talk to anyone for as much as 3 hours. I sit in my room in a dysphoric haze, just not wanting to do anything but jump out the window. I am on extended release, and the med would be pretty beneficial if the negative after effects weren't present, it's pretty frustrating. I'd think that there could be a possibility that I am on two high of a dose (20mg) I remember taking 10 in second grade, and I knew it worked, and I wasn't even aware as to what withdrawal was while I was on the drug back them, I don't remember ever experiencing it.
I swear when the drug removes itself from my system, the hours that proceed, feel as though I was at an all night rave high on uppers and I am now enduring the consequences, when all I actually did was take a perscription med ugh.
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