Posted by jealibeanz on October 16, 2006, at 11:24:46
In reply to Re: But I don't feel like going... » jealibeanz, posted by Squiggles on October 16, 2006, at 10:47:31
No, I don't have anyone to go with me right now.
It's just tough because obviously I don't even feel like dragging myself there for one thing. I don't feel like fighting for myself and getting all my concerns properly addressed.
It's hard to go through trials and failures of meds, as everyone here knows. Finding a balance between managing anxiety and insomnia, which require sedatives, along with the fatigue and ADHD, which require stimulants is so hard.
I know I can't place all these as priorities because we not going to make 3 or 4 med changes at once. So I have to decide what's most important to me.
And I either have to admit to depression and refuse meds or pretend I'm happy. This would be really hard to deny due to my current situation and emotions. I'm usually a very positive person when speaking to my doctor, but that's certainly not going to happen right now. It actually would seem a bit odd if I were happy right now if you were to ask me about my frustrations with medications, along with the stress and pressure of school.
Oh well, I guess I have to decide whether not to go. And then what I'm going to focus on.
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