Posted by kerria on October 17, 2006, at 16:33:16
Yesterday my T was so terribly angry and yelled, swore, hurt me so much. tears. i feel terrible, understatement. so sad so abadoned so hurt and it 's worse inside. It's so upsetting. i trusted him for almost seven years. i never thought he was so uncaring- i knew but he had no reason to yell about a scheduling problem when i was so hurt already.
i can't ever see him- parts are too afraid, too sad that he doesn't care.
tears. i can't ever get better i don't think- so depressed- the physical pain is so bad- dr won't change dose- but it's too high - i need surgery but it feels like i don't have the support to have it . now i lost my T.No one cares about me. tears, what can i take to feel better- not so terrible in so much pain.
anyone?
tears,
kerria
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