Posted by Rani on November 16, 2006, at 19:41:41
In reply to Re: Want to hear BPII stories/what helps you manage it » Rani, posted by Phillipa on November 16, 2006, at 19:34:49
Yes, have alot of energy, not really notice how much time and energy I am putting into something -obsessively do research on the internet trying to find out everything - then - fades away. I often felt that I was making a choice and just was a superficial person - that I couldnt be bothered but now I feel like I am almost compelling to do something enthusiastically. LIke I have a choice but prefer to still go ahead and get right into a new hobbie or thing.
HOw do I know this is a type of mood disorder or just the way I am and me being lazy and getting bored?
Things are starting to fall into place in my mind now in regard to this diagnosis. BUt somehow I am still not believing it.
It has really affected my self esteem over the years. I feel like such a failure because of it.
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