Posted by 4mygrls on January 28, 2007, at 12:48:55
everything. I have severe depression,anxiety,agitation, that comes and goes. I use to think it was pmdd but i tried every ssri there is and also tried wellbutrin, adderall(for concentration problems,add),mood stabilizers,anxiety meds,everything. The mood stabilizers you would think would do just that,stabilize my moods but it didn't. It began to look like bipolar without the severe manic episodes like talking real fast and no sleep for days or god syndrom. The pdoc started to rule out bipolar but still wanted me to try mood stabilizers. I'm getting worse. Now the depression isn't going away. I'm having mixed episodes with agitation anxiety with depresion. The other night i drank alot of tequila and took a handfull of klonopin.My dh and i are fighting constantly. The night i took the klonopin and tequila i passed out and he put me in the shower and ran cold water. I probably should've gone to the hospital but didn't. I don't know what else to do? I don't know if it's hormone issues from hysterectomy(overaries were left) or what? I have no will anymore. I just don't care.The sadest part is i have children and i don't want them to grow up dealing with their mom killed herself or hate me cuz when me and dh fight, i'm always made to be the bad guy. I can see it in their eyes. well, i better go.
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