Posted by Fivefires on February 9, 2007, at 19:15:07
In reply to Re: HELP - NERVOUS BREAKDOWN #2 » Fivefires, posted by Phillipa on February 9, 2007, at 16:33:49
I thought tranqs were bad for me Phillipa. My grandmother was put on Haldol. She immediately lost her mind .. became a vegetable. So of course 'I thought they were bad news'.
Oh, and he explained again how there is not really such a thing as a "nerv*us b*eakdown". I'm really damn sick of hearing that line!
No, I'm keeping the Valium. It's been my wish to be on a long acting maintenance and short acting prn ben*odiazepine.
Valium saved my life 2yrs ago and maybe was/is necessary right now, but after this long .. well it seems as 'it depresses me'. Then when something happens which might make me anxious, it doesn't work for that.
He put me on Lexap*o, but it's an SSRI, so I hope don't have suicidal ideation on them as I always have w/ SSRIs in past.
I asked about GABA. I wondered because of the way I'm craving chocolate feverishly! Never b4 have I been like this. I've liked chocolate of course, but it's not like this. I eat it like an animal whose just caught his prey!
He said, "Why do you want to know about it?".
I feel he doesn't want me to understand anything.
Bad appt .. very bad. I'm very unhappy.
I'm a shutin agoraphobic and/or a nervous ceiling walker, dependent upon circumstances of life.
My life is so non-existent can't even claim it sucks!
Sorry .. I'mJustSoVeryUpset, 5f
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