Posted by rina on February 12, 2007, at 12:43:08
In reply to Re: signs of being a coke addict? » lyla ray, posted by Declan on February 12, 2007, at 1:00:28
> I had coke a few years ago and it was one of the best nights of my life.
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> If I had it around I'd end up taking it every 10 minutes.
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> But if you only take it once a week, what you are dealing with is a psychological craving. For me that involved freedom from the awfulness of being me. I felt so free, just for a little while. I could go up to people at the party and say 'I'm Declan, who are you?' and best of all, simply not care what was to come back from them.
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> It is obviously very moreish so you have to be careful. If you (or me?) get your hands on enough there'll be trouble.
The way i see it, if "I" use ANYthing that alters my mind or mood at ANY time, for ANY reason, even just to let loose,
food, sex, gambling, etc.etc.etc. i should probably ask myself the question "WHY."
if im in a good place i'm naturally feeling good, if not, i'll probably look for help to get me there!!!
this disease is cunning and baffling and VERY VERY progressive, and easy to fall into the trap of
instant gratification it gives me, and it doesnt matter how much or how often to get a good hold on me.
best idea, if someone thinks they dont have a problem, leave it all alone and dont ever touch it,
instead i pray they, look inside themselves and find out why they need to find outside help to feel whole. Be good to yourself and take care.
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