Posted by chiron on April 3, 2007, at 22:46:58
In reply to Re: Meds that lessened feeling disconnected? » chiron, posted by Declan on April 3, 2007, at 19:17:33
<But you know, yesterday I actually didn't feel like that, for an hour or three.>
- were you on anything?
<of course you know there's no purpose to life(?), but that doesn't help?>
- ya, I'm pretty sure there is no purpose, I'm past the religious thing (after much analysis) and reading 'The God Delusion.' I actually hope there is no purpose, and my greatest fear is that I will still have to exist after this life. I don't want to exist anymore. No pleasure is worth this painful existence.
It amazes me that people aren't so consummed by this analysis, I just don't understand. I'm relieved to hear a couple of you can relate so that I don't feel I'm the only one. It's like my brain is always on multi-task: analyzing life, feeling misery, watching the clock, and pretending to be normal.
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