Posted by elanor roosevelt on April 3, 2007, at 22:59:49
ssri's only work for a while and only lexapro/celexa lure me back
i feel so good and then i plungeparnate filled me with self loathing
tianeptine made me edgy and teary
i'm on adderall for focus but i am quite insane (not used lightly) in the early morning
terrified of getting out of bed
do not want to move a muscle
i hate staying in bed in the morning
my body is ready to move
i go back to sleep and have horrible dreamswhat the hell do i do next?
the adderall really is helping with structure when i have a specific task in front of me
and i am looking for work so focus is good
what about being mean in the afternoons?
i'm going to buy 3 alarm clocks tomorrow and torture myself into getting out of bed
it's the only way
my kid has this week off school and sleeping in is twisting my mind and giving me an excuse to skip the gym where i run from my demons
oh dear
clean cups. move down, clean cups
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