Posted by Sebastian on April 26, 2007, at 19:09:10
In reply to Re: To Sebastian, posted by deniseuk190466 on April 26, 2007, at 13:05:27
At the time I was very psychotic. I don't know what kind it was, but it deffinitly had a strong impact on my mental issues and functioning. Not sure if I was depressed or not, didn't realy think about it then. Just did what I had to. Which ment I was locked in hospital against will and forced to take all kinds of medicin and lots of ECT. By the end of the ECT, my brain was erased, and I felt like they were programing it. It was like living in alter realitly, where everything was not comprehendable, strang thoughts like they are putting crack in my ciggarettes, everything was a joke, and so real, didn't know what anything was. My perception of realitly was very warped. Couldn't tell if ECT was making me better or worse, actualy it took me a while to realize what it was they were doing to me, my memory was being erased. And still is to this day very foggy at that time.
I don't think ECT is something you need. I would only use it as last resort.
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