Posted by rjlockhart on April 27, 2007, at 10:31:51
In reply to Re: Its 8:43am, there is something very wrong, posted by Paulbwell on April 27, 2007, at 10:10:48
Paul
No im not seeing a psychologsist which i do need to be seeing, my mother, as long as i live in this house hold i have to, fight to get treatment.
Paul, what do you think i want the most? i want serenity, i want peace, i want sane, not just some nut case that doesnt have control of my own life, i think alot of this is caused by some reasons if you babble me.
I cant control how i woke up this morning, im just now starting to try to stablize, i went for a drive, store, tried to get it off my mind.
AND OF COURSE i will accept the choice to be sane, but living stable for me somethimes is not a choice. I have to deal with all these things, i cant concentrate, right now im think im coming back to my senses, just pray that.
Paul why would you think i wouldnt chose to be sane? im asking for help. I going to go talk to a pharamcist because there is one right down the street. My doctor is 45min-hour away. And plus my mother is unstable herself, she cant handle stress.
And paul i doubt im bipoler, i think i just have some nervous condition thats it. Also with what just happened. I may switch to lithium.
Ok rerember we used to support eachother when you where asking about dexedrine and i told you to just be percistant at it, rerember i helped you?
So please lets be ok......ok?
Everything is going to be ok..........
Just i need to go maybe pray or lay down.
Matt
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