Posted by rskontos on November 15, 2007, at 12:01:16
In reply to I agree!! (nm) ŧ UgottaHaveHope, posted by ClearSkies on November 15, 2007, at 7:09:09
Tepi, I am a parent of two and I can say that if one of mine ended their lives I would never be the same. It would rip my heart in two and I would life a half life from then on. I would ask myself what did I do wrong. I would go over and over every instance to try and pinpoint the exact instance of failure on my part. And this my friend is what your parents will do. Because no one will ever replace a child in a parents heart of hearts. YOu are you to them in their hearts you hold a place that that precious grandchild can't replace. You are irreplaceable to them. Nothing or no one can ever replace my son or daughter. Not my husband not my parents and not any future grandchild however precious they will be.. So my friend you can't expect that line of thought to excuse or rationalize your plan of action. If you do this and I pray you don't you will do so knowing the consquences of your actions. I believe you have a place, like Mathia posts point out you might be destined to save the life of someone else. The world will be a different place without you. It will be empty of you and that will be a crime. dont do this. Please rethink it. You are so young. You do have something to give whether or not you know it right now. You are only a few years older than my daughter and I shudder to think of the loss of someone with so much life ahead. I understand it is bad. I understand that dark place. But being in that dark place means you have only the lift your head a little a you can only go up since you have sunk to the lowest despair right. You feel like you are rock bottom so with only a little effort you should be able to rise alittle off the bottom. Baby steps and a just a little effort. Please try. The world does need you!!!!! rk
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