Posted by tunguska on March 29, 2008, at 19:15:46
I ran out of the stuff just as my mate was screaming at me, let me repeat HE was SCREAMING at me, that I was a problemed person. I was the calm one. He was the one screaming when I had been in the other room quietly huggin my kid and watching TV.
Going cold turk would not have been my first choice and by day 5 I was spinning, throwing up, and my skin felt like it was burning BUT
I could sleep, think, and had energy - just dizzy.
Found some samples and broke that down over the next few days to taper. Seems a better idea. Symptoms less and I feel happy. I feel stiff and joints hurt but I am using EFT to keep myself calm if it starts to bother me.
He is still yelling or sleeping all day.
I feel I am not the problem. I let HIM talk me into getting help when HIS father was dying of cancer and HE was makng me feel terrible and working me into the ground. 4 years have passed and its all been calmly doing the required stuff while he told me I was making his life miserable. I'm NEVER going to let him medicate me for his problems again.
Incidentally, have noticed my blood sugar level was NORMAL today but my BP was very high which means I'm going to steer clear of stimulants. No headaches in days - feeling very positive for a change. World still a little spinny but I know why.
Sadly there doesn't seem to be anyone around less screwed up than me that I can talk to.
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