Posted by Fivefires on May 18, 2008, at 0:23:36
In reply to Very Much into Suicide.. If anyone can help, posted by Pluto on May 16, 2008, at 10:07:50
Provigil helps me Pluto. A lot.
I can't believe you're so highly cognitively aware w/ all on ur med list. RU sure you're not in a black hole? I think you are not. I believe you.
I know I've been very cognitively aware of these same thoughts and it 'would be a rational choice', not like times I was 'in a black hole and couldn't see there may be good times ahead'.
Thing is, there is beauty here in this painful life. Things are bad now. I mean, hospitals are full, I think this is the 4th to 5th largest city in US, and we're full!
Called astrologist friend; things are AFU out there around us. It's pounding on me. Some more than others will feel it.
I want you here. It's like a ship here. We all need each other. Please keep sharing.
All I have to offer besides my 'small talk' ...
Hold your hands out relaxed w/ your palms up and there is some good energy coming your way ...
Stretch them to the max first, and then lie down and open your hands w/ palms up, relaxed. If you/they tense up or start to curl up, stretch and strain them again, push your fingers back w/ the other hand, shake 'em out, and lay 'em out there again. Try (but don't try so hard it makes you tense) and hold them open and up in an open-minded way, a bit humbly. (I don't care for 'humble' much myself, but hey no one's watching.)
There is something good and you can get it through the palms of your hands and if you would like, let it travel to your heart.
It's here to be accessed in 'life'. I will not ask if you are sure of another. Curiousity is good, but I'll bet you've had some real bad backlash, huh?
This curiosity ... I'd be so thankful if you'd just stay and talk about it.
So,
(((((((((Pluto)))))))))
18 hugs 4 u,
and now, after I hit confirm, gonna lie down and send energy your way. I'll stay and keep sending. Just began new med so will be up a while; lieing here w/ music playing and receiving and sending.
5f
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