Posted by rjlockhart '05 on August 2, 2008, at 21:07:13
Listen,
Im back.........how's everyone doing, i havent been doing good on posting, just in life in general.
Why is everything in my mind, all the major isses "held back", there is something that is holding me from the main issue. Its....i cannot put it into words....when i explain it to people, they dont understand, no one understands what hell my mind put me through.
I have lived in so much pain, i'm going to tell you straight up. If you dont believe, go with the world.....there is other people in my danm head!
Coping mechanisms.....its all apart of realization that i failed to operate as an idividuel, no one else can run my life expept one. Active Imgaination......this is caused from the reality i see, and dont understand. I become someone else..... people are like whatever. The term "i dont care" makes my blood boil......you talk about your problems like its a conversation and ignore it? Thats because you have support from others, i dont. My mind has to support itsself through other hosts. The problem, when does a host take control over a person.
I'm not schizophrenic, i admit, i dissocaite alot. So what ever happens happens. "Sh*t happens"
I wont ever tell my psychiatrist this... only like a confidencial therpist.
Why? its logical.
poster:rjlockhart '05
thread:843828
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