Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on September 29, 2008, at 16:27:11
In reply to Re: Abuse, posted by Jeroen on September 29, 2008, at 14:22:24
All i know is, things will get worse in life, and they always will get better. Cant take on situation and say "i can't deal it". There always is 10000's of chances, i've failed about 11 of them.
All, i can do, is take the regrets i have, the pains, the sins, and lay to rest.
I can't end my life, there something that is strongly in my heart saying, "you where born for a purpose" and who ever says "your nothing", i dont take that anymore. I am something, i'm struggling, and people could just see "inside" the inner part of mind, you would understand.
That's why i've used some Hypnosis to find deep thigns in my head that i dont understand. But, it takes a long time, and is not the awnser, its just a tool to help understand.
Too all who read this, i would of deleted it, but i can't on this website. Facebook i can. So, i appriate everyone of your responses.
This is a supportive family website.
and Phillipa, thank you, i know your have been through alot. I would definely sign over to be your son.
Rj
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