Posted by Maria3667 on October 22, 2008, at 14:14:09
Dear all,
Not to the surprise of many on this board I suppose, I had a nasty childhood. Loads of neglect, beating and other hardships.
I do have a family, but they are cold hearted, disinterested in me and not very involved in my life in general. I often feel rejected by them. They forget my birthday or give prevelance to go to a business party instead of my party...I'm wondering if medication is effective against this horrible feeling of rejection? Storm clouds gather overhead... I got no control. Down the drain I go...
Currently I'm on 600-900 mgs of Seroquel, 3 mg Ativan and 100 mg of Trazodone. But I still often feel hurt, cry at the drop of a hat and am very sensitive to rejection (or the interpretation there of). It's like all 'bullits' (nasty remarks, ignorance) go straight for the heart... Would there be medication warding this off?? Even if it's only a little...
Any clues welcome!
Maria
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