Posted by SLS on December 20, 2008, at 17:13:39
In reply to Re: dont play with your dopamine!!, posted by Jeroen on December 20, 2008, at 15:16:34
> no i havent, and im too scared now to mess up the rest of my health
I can REALLY understand your reluctance to try anything new. After my horrendous experiences with certain drugs, I was very much shy to try things that I was unsure about.
Stick with what works for now.
Try new things when you are ready.
Maybe you won't need anything new.
It is hard to know why it is us who were chosen to suffer such horrendous and poorly-understood illnesses. Personally, I believe that evil exists only in the minds of men. You are not an evil person. You are not being punished. I wish I could offer you a concrete reason why your painful path through the Universe was chosen for you. I don't. I doubt anyone really can. However, please recognize that you are in control of your own decision-making processes. In this regard, you are still choosing your own path.
I continue to wish you well. I only wish I were smart enough to know how to make you well. Eventually, you will come across someone who is. In the meantime, be proud of yourself of your achievement in life. It is not everyone who survives this illness as you have. For what it is worth, I find your continued efforts to find health in the midst of such illness to be EXTREMELY worthy of respect and admiration. I don't know if I could deal with your situation. I have not walked a single step in your shoes.
Survive. Rest when you must. Fight when you can. Recognize your achievements. You have much to be proud of.
- Scott
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> i react bad and poor to drugs and now i cant live witouth it
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> thats what evil wanted me to happen to me
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