Posted by Tepi on December 31, 2008, at 3:44:14
In reply to Re: Provigil - start to feel something » tepi, posted by JadeKelly on December 31, 2008, at 2:15:42
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> > Finally Im feeling something after taking my 200mg tab at the morning . 4 continuos days feeling this effect.
> > Its like anxiety , a little bit of desperation
> > I start to breath faster , and want to be doing something , walking , running etc.
> > I need a Xanax to calm down again
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> > Dont feel the same as when I take cofee, this is different, not prosocial but Im slightly more focused on the coversations I have tried to make
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> > please tell me something , whatever you want
> > Im in my hometown in this moment , old friends are making parties and Im not beein invited to them anymore. by the way , I have taken some alcohol and I feel very very rare
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> > tell me something please friends
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> Hi tepi,
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> I'm friends with Phillipa. I hope this helps and doesn't make it worse. But you did ask. I've posted to you several times when you didn't sound good, and you've never posted back. Please understand this has nothing to do with me, I post to lots of people, some will and some will not post back for whatever reason. My point is, do you follow up in your hometown if you run into someone you know? Do you call people back? Do you make efforts to reconnect, like drop holiday flowers or cookies or whatever.
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Noo ! never , Im not doing that , even IF i would do that i cant keep with any relation . interchange of ideas is the most important thing
communication ! Im stuck !Im sorry , I didn´t notice that I didnt response your post, Im just thinking in me , I thougth I have reponded everybody in the past . Maybe Im not in the mood an I drop everything and I dont care about anything , its very probably
A long time no see card? haha.damn ,my english didnt get this sentence , not understand very well this part
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> I found out (it hurt) that a lot of people in my highschool thought I was stuck-upstuck up ? is that stupid ?
some people think im stupid because i dont talk and they laugh at me
. This was because I was painfully shy. I found it easier to pull off the stuck-up thing and be safe hiding behind girls who probably weren't friends, I geuss than risk showing how shy I was. I'm actually doing it again I'm ashamed to say. I'd rather not call my friends back and have them wonder if were still friends, than risk them thinking less of me because I am/was depressed. Maybe I have something to think about, too.Yes ! I think the same , eyy the dont call me , then they dont give a penny about me , . Im not something useful for them , I dont say jokes or
say something with them , what woudl they want someone like me?
Lucky I have family that I know they do careGood luck, Tepi, remember, there are people all around you. Probably people who would love to be your friend/girlfriend or whatever. Easier said than done, I know. I have found friends in the most unlikely of places.
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> ~Jade
>Thank you for your good whishes Jade
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