Posted by Sunkistcat79 on January 19, 2009, at 15:45:33
In reply to Re: BUPRENORPHINE, posted by Sigismund on January 17, 2009, at 19:20:23
> So that is without an opiate tolerance?
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> I had an opiate tolerance a while ago now and I feel sure that 5mg oxycodone instant release would be noticeable for me.
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> I don't understand it.I havent' experimented in a while now (tried oxycodone) but whenever I experimented, it had been at least a month since I had any opioids. Althgouh, now I remember that when I took 15 mg, I had tried 5 and then 10 a day or so previous....but i still had no effect.
And, I know alcohol works on a much different system, but I am EXTREMELY "lightweight" when it comes to alcohol. I have always been that way. so it would seem to mean even MORE that the oxycodone isn't effecting me
I really need to try some more again and see what happens. If NOTHING is still happening...then that DEFINITELY means something. And if something does happen, it's bound to be the same positve effects as before - and ANYTHING ANYTHING ANYTHING would be better than what i am dealing with right now (not to compare my situation with anyone else's with addiction....
I am in a VERY bad place right now. And i know that, if it even does get better, it will take years and i'll just end up back feeling this way eventually. I know this becuase I have been like this for almost 2 decades and I'm not even THIRTY yet.
And because I have tried every type of positive thinking there is....and nothing ever ever works.So thank you in advance for not telling me to just wait it out or think positive or that everything will be okay. (people tell me that all the time and it do not like it).
I took percocet for less than 3 weeks and it has been the only thing that has allowed me to FUNCTION. And I NEED SOME MORE TO SURVIVE.
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