Posted by sam K on March 11, 2009, at 12:02:42
This is probably my problem and the only thing that can fix it is me. but for my sake im gonna share it.
So I get this super fast flow of ideas when things arnt going right for me. I start thinking about meds and balancing benefits and all this stuff. Then I pop the meds (I dont anymore, but I still think about it)
Ok so a few days ago I was doing good, in control. Then one day the tiredness of abilify was getting to me (probably because my eating disorder, i feel lazy and fat) so I decided to take it at night.. thats when my mind takes off and I cant get back down. I almost cant think...... its like theres a blockade infront of my thoughts and I cant think what I want.
I just dont understand really.
I like to think of it like a plane. Im on the ground then suddenly I take off and Im high. But i cant get back down very easily.
poster:sam K
thread:884866
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