Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on March 21, 2009, at 19:54:51
In reply to Re: I need to go back, restart., posted by Neal on March 16, 2009, at 21:36:21
Also, i write....you know to the lord, and at night, i've written "tons", well not "tons" but alot, writing that was indepth, and a wake up, i knew i wrote it, but i could not believe how "indepth" i would write about reality. Scary, but then i think about it, and i just rerember, there was nothin else to do, that's why i wrote so many pages.
Also, i have found journals from 2002-now. Not including some of my hidious writings in the past (2004) on Psychobabble!. Gosh, i just want say "why the hell...did you write this?" but back then i wasnt fully aware of everything, and one aspect that it got published (catched) on google!
AAHHH dr-bob!
So, i can read alot of my past, but some of current stuff, does not relate to 2002-2005. Because life basically "fliped". I had to start again....
ugh....well i do know it would take some undurance to do this, start over, start over.
best wishes, hope noone will have to go through the "turmoil" me-myself made, and also the circumstance, control, manipulation.
But, the mind adapts, and it becomes aware of it's capabilities. And on a personal note, i gave my life to the Lord.
take care...
rj
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