Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on June 11, 2009, at 20:32:46
Anyone ever get like this. Everything get's on your nerves. Make sarcastic comment's, funny, really fast, or humorous insultivity (people who don't like me). I get pierce'd off. Need to rethink in a new metric mathematical way to handle people....just get to direct point.
Past few weeks, it's, right now, i just "flow" with things. At the time, and current, things have just been happening and it got to point where "breakdown" happens. Yet, you rise, and get back on your feet, and get stuff care of and persue an ambition, or a choice that lead to other things through your imagination.
DNA, when you growing...obviously getting to the bottem of the cup, stress, images, litterly seem intergrate into the DNA, appearance slowly changes. I used to stay the same.
Let me get the point....irrtiblie/either low-irrtible functioning mode for hours (there is nothing since 3 weeks that this has occured) cannot even think, just use the imagination to think of a plan to start back, or "get up" ...it's hard to describe.
Xanax helps during "attacks", ex: salt being thrown all over the body, the eye's, strain, fear, memories, and current stuff. Yet the function of the mind is not "starting".
Alot previous stuff, there was things i "didnt" or couldnt explain, finally i understand, that's why i write diffrent, memories, the current situation, manipulation, it all looks downspiral. Which some people are "implying", which is a lie.
I like give support hear, throught stuff to help other's that are going through a crisis. Yet, i just need some put. Thanks for any....
rj
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