Posted by bulldog2 on September 26, 2009, at 15:19:31
In reply to What do you do when you lose all hope, posted by Maxime on September 22, 2009, at 11:24:41
> Here I am on vacation. I am supposed to be having fun, right? I'm not. Instead I am in a depressed state. I am miserable and I feel bad for the person I am staying with. Yesterday I thought about jumping in front of a train. Then I decided that once I return home that I will end it. I have no hope.
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> In a couple of days I will be spending time with my friend and the horses. Hopefully that will help because right now I see no point in living. I don't even feel like the parnate will help once I start it.
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> Sigh.Well sometimes I get in that dreadful place. I feel like i'm on a boat in choppy waters and black cloads overhead. Just ride out this terrible storm and calm waters and a sunny sky lay ahead.
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