Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on October 1, 2009, at 18:41:28
In reply to Re: Misery » rjlockhart04-08, posted by ralphrost2 on October 1, 2009, at 13:57:34
I go throught periods during the day when I feel i'm going to jump out of my skin. Anxiety over the charts. Sometimes depression will make the mind go slow, it's like weight dumbell in thick water, it moves yet very slow.
I know I'm better than this, yet it's a learned habit. Everything I do is based on fear, because the person I live with is unstable, yet loves, the love has gone and i'm crushed. The only way to get thought life is just, to "live", not feel, or be happy, or see a opportunity to go after. There's been arguement's over medication, it's just a slump, like being in a ditch with things holding you down. Miserable.
There is just alot of stuff that is linked to this, and that what's causing the effect. I have trouble functioning seriously without Stimulant's, I take Provigel (it doesnt help much with thinking as Dexedrine/Adderall would) i tried wellbutrin and it caused so much anxiety. It's kinda to the point of just "move on" and maybe believe the day's will get better and the proper medication will come, and take it properly.
That's about it, yet thank you for posting something...my parent's have told me that, You know what...i'm going to go jog, I've been the house too much!
Thanks
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