Posted by notsocleverboy on October 6, 2009, at 16:16:25
I posted a thread on Psycho-Babble about 6 or 7 years ago about the potential brain damage I suffered following intense MDMA use over 1 summer in 1998. I write potential because there is no way to prove that my physiological and psychological problems are a result of MDMA use... but I am quite convinced. Either way I suffer from lack of concentration, poor memory, and anxiety/depression. What gets me most is the constant sense of agitation, the unease, the pain in my head... especially as my eyes flutter across words on a page trying to desperately absorb what I am reading. I sound coherent as a write here and my doctor's don't see much wrong with me... but my life is HELL. I've taken various SSRIs for years but these don't seem to help much. I've managed to overcome the guilt of self-inflicting this suffering on myself... but I still think of suicide often. Can anyone help me? Is anyone going through the same thing as me?!? Please post advice/comments.
poster:notsocleverboy
thread:919987
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/20091001/msgs/919987.html