Posted by delna on November 15, 2009, at 11:07:25
In reply to Re: Dangerously close to the end of the road. Help, posted by bulldog2 on November 15, 2009, at 9:57:56
Thanks for the reply.
My pdoc is v.sick with diabetic complications so I can't speak to him. Am being taken to some other guy in the morning. He may be useless for all I know. I have no hopes set on him at all.
I am not touching/playing with my drugs at the moment because its just become too scary. This anxiety has appeared from no where and is so extreme I just want to curl up and die.>
> Will your New York p-doc help you ?He has washed his hands off me. Heartbreaking for me, but sadly true
>Also all that klonopin you are taking could be depressing and make you very tired.
My anxiety is off the charts at the moment. I wouldn't mind being knocked out with some drug (or a sledgehammer) right now because it is so unbearable.
> Sounds like you might need inpatient care in the states to straighten this out. Without insurance that will be very expensive. You might be able to call and get prices.I will call, or get my parents to. i am afraid it will be way too expensive :(
> But find a p-doc as soon as possible to talk to. You're not in a state of mind to arrange your med combos and don't give up.Thanks. I won't mess with my combo and I'll try to hang in there
Love
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