Posted by Monica L on November 28, 2009, at 19:18:47
In reply to Re: Add anything to help with the EMSAM wait.... » floatingbridge, posted by inanimate peanut on November 28, 2009, at 19:02:49
> It's just not working and I'm on the verge of going to the hospital. I don't know whether to keep giving it a chance or to go back on Wellbutrin and Pristiq (which I was horribly depressed on but not this bad), but that requires a wash out, or to try Nardil, or to try ECT. I just know I need to feel better soon before I go completely crazy.
That's so weird that you just posted to my thread. I'm looking up hospitals on the internet right now. I don't know what's making me feel this way, is it the holidays or what? I've been off EMSAM for almost a week now, cause I dont' have what it takes to give it time unless I'm in the hospital. I'm tired of having my kids see me like this and having my husband take over everything. I'm so thankful that he's so supportive of me and has been for the past 5 yrs that Ive been through this. I've tried ECT and felt that it did help, but I still struggle with low dopamine. It's too the point that because of the low dopamine and inability to function is making me depressed. I dont' know where to turn anymore, I took some ritalin earlier and I felt better for about 4 hrs and then of course it wears off. I'm sorry you are struggling too, I know how you feel.
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