Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on December 2, 2009, at 22:34:56
In reply to Re: Please tell me what normal is, posted by meltingpot on December 2, 2009, at 12:58:28
She's afraid of abuse happening again, and at this point...it cannot, because I took Dexedrine for a while...and I didnt abuse it because that was period of building trust, but when I get in my mind "i need to take another" that's the sign of abuse when it's small.
In Paticular situation stimulants are not liked because of past abuse, in general but if it's "manadory" which is going to be hard to show, she may consider it again. It just she went thought the abuse with me, and it's like co-dependecy, she knew all about it and how it happened, but because I was given grace, was I able to take it during school periods. Write now, the knowing of "having" to take this correctly...it's just like popping a pill, for pain, another, and another..see with Dexedrine or Adderall, once you have taken a dose over 40-60mg people will see "signs" of amphetamine abuse or misuse because the FDA recommeneded the highest for Dexedrine is 60mg, but i've heard of people on 75mg, and 90mg, but those where old cases that no one ever hear's of anymore. Signs of amphetamine abuse are usally: talk very fast, eyes dialated, sweating very much over the regular, work on paper work excessivly like a machine..."improved" cleaning/or cleaning repetivly...either the house or selfwash/ in the shower... It improves mood by the release of dopamine...and when it wear's off, you can't take high doses really even the FDA recommened amount is pretty high, which is 60mg.
See this is a my "rehab" doctor, and he does think a stimulant is needed because of deteration in work, or at work....I mess things up, and amphetamine has alway's improved these things because it stimulantes a area in the brain that's not stimulanted for normal function. Yet still...I don't know because I have resentment because this person say's "no" all the time. And i'm 22....so goodness! i need to grow up! but i can't! lol!
I see my doctor tommrow by myself, wish me luck that she will not intervene, maybe my family will despense it, but that means driving 50miles just to take medication! well if it works then I'll do it.
Thanks;)
rj
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