Posted by manic666 on December 23, 2009, at 5:14:29
In reply to Re: Do i go up on the meds or ride with it, posted by West on December 22, 2009, at 16:43:36
west, im not bipolar,cronic anxierty that leads many times to clinical depression,hence the addiction to ativan,all be it not a big as it was.when trying new meds it was the only thing to keep me on the planet,mabye not this one, man ive done the rounds . the big booze self med , flat line on that one, stopped drinking on my own can even drink a couple of beers with no addiction . 10mg atvian an booze, cold stop on ativan ,not my choise,put back on 4mg to stop convultions.locked myself away for months to detox 6 mg ativan , because they would only give me 4mg.o an i forgot spent time in mental hospital , after my space mission on many selfhelp remerdies.so they are a little cautious with my meds , as i overdosed once. my wife is incharge of my meds fearing a ativan revival,i get just enough meds for 1 month at a time, no more or less. Loose any an i dont get any more, it used to be on a week to week basis, but i have been a good boy an now monthly, i dont no where the meds are in my house. the wife is my carer, an no booze comes in the house to.i am a guy with loads of freinds an no brain, i have never had mania.in fact i have never been labled it just says clinical depression on my documents,
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