Posted by manic666 on December 28, 2009, at 6:14:32
In reply to At what point do you stop trying + come to terms?, posted by Girlnterrupted78 on December 28, 2009, at 4:50:54
well i have tried every thing near on that england can offer, if your not rich,you get patial relief an then bang start again .its very soul distroying sure,but being dead is worse,my opinion if i get that close ,i have been once,do something crazy, i did with the litre of brandy an 10mg ativan, But you no for about 3 months it got me out the big hole, all be put me in a bigger one at the end ,ie hospital.but it broke op the pattern i was in ,in the three months i didnt give a sh*t,but i set a limit. an when i got there .Thats the bummer ,i could have gone on higher an in the end died.well mabye no my ativan supply ran out.but it gave me a break,now i had to face an even bigger battle an was close to looseing that.but i got through it. although it never leaves my head.so your question i do get partial relief , but i no what your saying ,even though i have a family . if it came to a what you saying , i would try another self medication tactic, i have done the booze an the high benzo rout. i would probibly go the illegal drug route for one last try at escape.wrong i know but im answering you question like you asked . not for anyone else to do or even try,thats the aswer to your question ,MMMMMe //now me i still believe there is a med for me ,so i battle on . and there is always a good or bad tactic to try , sometimes like me the bad tactic took me out of that bad place all be a short time, But long enough to face a new battle.an you carnt do that DEAD, stay safe
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