Posted by bulldog2 on January 18, 2010, at 17:53:18
In reply to pity party at my house: three day remission over, posted by floatingbridge on January 18, 2010, at 16:04:48
> Header: if you dislike whining, please don't read.
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> God knows why. For 3-4 days, I woke up and felt o.k. Like, really, who was that depressed, f'd-up, neurotic person? It was really weird. Carpe Diem, I thought. I'll take it.
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> This morning upon awakening, the flooding back of futility, the fatigue, the aches, the inability to counter any negative thought, the haunted house. What's the f'n point?
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> I know so many of you soldier on, year after year. I hesitate to whine. In my own quiet way, I march along, too. After feeling unexpectedly good, this feels cruel. What can I expect? How can I plan a life never knowing how I'll feel? And now the fr*gg'n exhaustion. At my age, what are the chances of healing? Bulldog mentioned in another thread, (paraphrased) when does one just have to come to acceptance?
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> Anyone who has read this, please don't judge me too harshly for whining. And for the heavy use of rhetorical questions. I need a hand to hold. Any one free today?Yes please hold my hand and walk with me. It does help to soldier on together.
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