Posted by violette on May 22, 2010, at 13:08:55
In reply to Re: be careful, posted by Hunk20 on May 22, 2010, at 3:41:27
You said you are coming out of denial, and it hurts tremendously to feel this pain, and to add to that, your family is in denial, and has always been in denial, which is also very painful to realize after all of these years. You repressed that painful awareness with addictions and have come to realize that.
And, you have close psychiatric supervision, in addition to antipsychotics to take if needed, to deal with the emotional flooding and the overwhelmment of the emotional experience.
You are also mourning your childhood upon recognizing what you had missed out on due to your family relations.
Congratulations, it sounds as if you are on the road to recovery. Take good care.
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