Posted by Maxime on September 18, 2010, at 16:32:30
In reply to Re: suicidality exhaustion.... » Maxime, posted by floatingbridge on September 18, 2010, at 15:02:11
It's weird that I would tell my pdoc that I think my suicidal thoughts are OCD and that he didn't agree (although I don't think that all my thoughts are OCD.). Humph! I am going to talk to him about it the next time I see him. It's not that I want to take another med (i won't) but I like to get an idea of how to stop these thoughts. They are ever present and it's hard to make it through the day. It's exhausting. Every night I look through my stash of pills and it calms me knowing that they are there. There are enough to kill me if taken with some alcohol.
It's very interesting to think of suicidal thoughts as OCD. I hope other people post their thought on the matter.
Maxie
Bipolar Type 2, ED-NOS, Self-hatred
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