Posted by Lil'Deb on September 24, 2010, at 16:18:00
In reply to Re: newbie... took science, faith, whats next?, posted by sookie on September 23, 2010, at 19:51:20
Yesterday must have been awful for you. You are grieving, hurting, and alone. Christmas, too will be extremely hard. Have you looked into support groups? It's not a cure-all, but maybe you could find the emotional support you need. And maybe someone to call when you feel suicidal. None of us truly want to die, but sometimes we just don't feel like living with the pain anymore. You need to find someone to remind you to hang on. You've mentioned that you are afraid to leave your comfort zone - when we are depressed, we are often afraid to do anything and don't have the energy anyway. I understand your fear of having pills available. I took 4 different antidepressants before I found one that helped. It saved my job and my "sanity" when I started it. There are no easy answers, but life is precious. Again - keep fighting!
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