Posted by Maxime on October 16, 2010, at 18:46:46
In reply to Re: Thinking of coming off meds » Maxime, posted by floatingbridge on October 15, 2010, at 14:09:19
Hi FB. My endo thinks the weight gain is all from eating. I assure you, it's not. I feel so embarrassed when I see her because I feel like she is judging me.
My friend has known me for years now. She knows how bad I have been. When she said it, she was referring that something was wrong inside my body. She didn't I ate too much food to gain 65 pounds. She was concerned about my health actually both mental and physical.
I know that now isn't the best time to play around with my meds. I finally have a job and I would hate to lose it as a result of being so depressed that I couldn't do my job.
Maybe now isn't the time to try to reduce my meds. Maybe I should wait a few months and start then. My job is a contract and it ends in December. I hope it will be renewed but if it's not, I will be out of a job once again. Again, this would not be the best time to be off my meds.
Maybe I will make little changes.
Thank you for letting me bounce my thoughts off you.
Bipolar Type 2, ED-NOS, Self-hatred
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