Posted by Brainbeard on November 4, 2010, at 17:26:21
In reply to Re: Yep., posted by floatingbridge on November 4, 2010, at 17:08:09
Wow Floating, you're firing a lot of questions there.
I meant to say that my will quits wanting anything. Being alive means to desire. My wife's grandpa is on his death bed and there is nothing in the world he desires anymore, except for there to be an end to his misery.
Disciplin seems like a key, but it's so damn hard.
Parents, yeah... We begin inside our mummies wombs but end up having internalized our parents ourselves into often nasty and mean caricatures.. Our conscience, our superego's.. My biggest problem is an unrealistically strict and harsh superego.
Blame.. There you name it.. Blame and shame.. I still believe we have a choice. Guided By Voices singer Robert Pollard once sang: 'You can never be strong / You can only be free'... And in a way that may be true.
What's a cure? Ah. There's lots of cures. Most of which will fail. That's the tantalizing tragedy of life.
> Thanks BB
You're welcome! Thanks for saying thanks!
Current meds: clomipramine 225mg, fluvoxamine (Luvox) 50mg
As needed: bethanechol 25-50mg, oxazepam 5-10mg
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