Posted by Maxime on November 13, 2010, at 18:25:30
In reply to Re: Why do I feel like jumping off a bridge?, posted by polarbear206 on November 13, 2010, at 9:11:13
Hi PB, thanks for your post. I have tried Nardil a few times and I couldn't handle the sedation. It also gave me really bad edema within a couple of days. I was like a walking zombie. I never even got to the weight gain part.
I don't sleep very well most nights despite being exhausted and in pain. My depression is worse at night. It's when I feel at my worse and it's when there is more of a chance that I will harm myself.
I never really have good days. Every once in a while I will have a better day, I am always for grateful for it.
With the time change it gets darker earlier now. Maybe that is part of the problem right now. I don't deal well with dark. It's not SAD. It's just that some really bad things have happened to me in dark.
Bipolar Type 2, ED-NOS, Self-hatred
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Being happy doesn´t mean the pain is gone. you just bury it deeper.
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