Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on January 4, 2011, at 17:51:07
Three are some people in my family that hate me, send me horrible messages and keep harasment up. I don't know what to do because I love these people but I can't keep taking these hate messages from them. They have exscluded me from all family outings.
I hate talking about the same over and over again, sounding like im crying wolf but really im in so much agony every. I sit and try to cry but the Prozac doesnt let me do it. I usally have to drink alot of alcohol to get some tears going, but alcohol puts me in such a state of mind that I feel everything is horrible, and feel suicidal. See I went to the hospital to get better, they took me off the prozac because I told them I was hearing voices that sounded like demons and they thought the prozac was making it worse and they put me on Geodon the highest dose. And that made me worse, I was just zonked out and couldnt think. I don't have a doctor anymore that will prescibe me benzo's during hard times, she clearly thinks that benzo's, stimulants, and alchohol caused me to half retarted. She's is not sympathetic either and I am just screwed down to hell because I can't see another doctor because my mother thinks she's the best, and won't go other doctors.
Will I ever see the light??? no ... its only for happy people who live in heaven.
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