Posted by Cydnie on April 1, 2011, at 12:23:46
In reply to Re: Remeron good then horrible anyone? » Cydnie, posted by mtdewcmu on March 31, 2011, at 19:10:58
I'm so glad to hear from other people who had similar experiences. I seemed to go from being really happy, to feeling a little more down, to more, to more, and then despair. I strangely fell asleep last night very early without even taking it, and still feel really depressed (as well as really anxious because I finally found something that worked). The weird thing is I started out the mornings okay, and as I went along, got worse, not because anything happened, but I don't know, chemistry I guess. Circadian rhythm? I have no clue. I had been taking melatonin with the remeron (it never made me tired except for in the very beginning) and went up to 9 mg and it worked great. I thought maybe it was that, so I stopped that a few nights ago, but I still don't feel better. I hate this, it's so scary being this depressed, this despair, and I'm scared of getting worse. I decided to take a sam-e and see if I felt better. Yesterday I tried 1/2 an amitryptilene, but I think it just made me really tired, weird. I also take adderall which has always helped my mood, shut the bad self-criticism down, and I was able to motivate myself to do so much, and felt like a good Mom. Now I am back to being a mess, and terrified of getting worse. I hate this!
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