Posted by linkadge on April 17, 2011, at 15:55:41
In reply to Re: the only way out, posted by poser938 on April 17, 2011, at 14:08:50
>but instead of trying to convince you,im just >going continue thinking about how im going to >kill myself. and if i cant get myself better by >the end oof this summer.. im not going to be >here on this earth anymore.
What the f*ck are you expecting us to say to you here?? Yes, mirapex caused irreversable damage to your brain, from which you will never recover, therefore your only option is to kill yourself.
I'm not trying to defend psychiatry, I think they push a lot of crap, I just don't believe that mirapex has damaged your brain. It may have precipitated a turn into worse depression. Your current state sounds very much like **psychotic depression**. Ever consider the possiblity that mirapex was not the right medication for you? Dopaminergics are not the magic pleasure chemicals. Parnate is a strong dopaminergic but it made my depression much worse!! Yes, I took a major turn for the worse on parnate!! Are you listeneing to what I am saying?? To the point I just wanted to sit and stare at the wall for days on end. It induced a very dark mood. How could a dopaminergic do that?? Its cause it wasn't the right medication for me. It took a long time to recover from the chemical shift that parnate induced.
Dude, I'm not saying that mirapex didn't make you worse, I'm saying that it didn't damage your brain, theres a difference.
>ive gotten BS from my doctors just like ive >gotten from you. they just say "medicine doesnt >do that" or "you're making it up in your head" >or "i cant help you" thats all ive heard and it >makesme pretty hopeless.thanks but no thanks >linkadge.
Do whatever you want to do, I really don't care.
You can sit around blaming psychiatrists, and running your thoughts in loops, bla bla, my brain is damaged, bla bla psychiatrists don't understand. What do you expect us to say, other than what has been said? When you're so hard pressed on believing one single possiblity you're not going to get anywhere.Have you taken St. John' Wort?
If you're not open to hearing anything but what you want to hear, then you've answered your question before you came.
Linkadge
Linkadge
poster:linkadge
thread:983009
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/20110406/msgs/983089.html